Thursday, July 31, 2008

Inspirational


Naga Naresh Karutura has just passed out of IIT Madras in Computer Science and has joined Google in Bangalore.
You may ask, what's so special about this 21-year-old when there are hundreds of students passing out from various IITs and joining big companies like Google?
Naresh is special. His parents are illiterate. He has no legs and moves around in his powered wheel chair. (In fact, when I could not locate his lab, he told me over the mobile phone, 'I will come and pick you up'. And in no time, he was there to guide me)
Ever smiling, optimistic and full of spirit; that is Naresh. He says, "God has always been planning things for me. That is why I feel I am lucky."
Read why Naresh feels he is lucky.
Childhood in a village

I spent the first seven years of my life in Teeparru, a small village in
Andhra Pradesh, on the banks of the river Godavari. My father Prasad was a lorry driver and my mother Kumari, a house wife. Though they were illiterate, my parents instilled in me and my elder sister (Sirisha) the importance of studying.
Looking back, one thing that surprises me now is the way my father taught me when I was in the 1st and 2nd standards. My father would ask me questions from the text book, and I would answer them. At that time, I didn't know he could not read or write but to make me happy, he helped me in my studies!
Another memory that doesn't go away is the floods in the village and how I was carried on top of a buffalo by my uncle. I also remember plucking fruits from a tree that was full of thorns.
I used to be very naughty, running around and playing all the time with my friends. I used to get a lot of scolding for disturbing the elders who slept in the afternoon. The moment they started scolding, I would run away to the fields!
I also remember finishing my school work fast in class and sleeping on the teacher's lap!
January 11, 1993, the fateful day

On the January 11, 1993 when we had the sankranti holidays, my mother took my sister and me to a nearby village for a family function. From there we were to go with our grandmother to our native place. But my grandmother did not come there. As there were no buses that day, my mother took a lift in my father's friend's lorry. As there were many people in the lorry, he made me sit next to him, close to the door.

It was my fault; I fiddled with the door latch and it opened wide throwing me out. As I fell, my legs got cut by the iron rods protruding from the lorry. Nothing happened to me except scratches on my legs.
The accident had happened just in front of a big private hospital but they refused to treat me saying it was an accident case. Then a police constable who was passing by took us to a government hospital.
First I underwent an operation as my small intestine got twisted. The doctors also bandaged my legs. I was there for a week. When the doctors found that gangrene had developed and it had reached up to my knees, they asked my father to take me to a district hospital. There, the doctors scolded my parents a lot for neglecting the wounds and allowing the gangrene to develop. But what could my ignorant parents do?
In no time, both my legs were amputated up to the hips.
I remember waking up and asking my mother, where are my legs? I also remember that my mother cried when I asked the question. I was in the hospital for three months.
Life without legs

I don't think my life changed dramatically after I lost both my legs. Because all at home were doting on me, I was enjoying all the attention rather than pitying myself. I was happy that I got a lot of fruits and
biscuits. The day I reached my village, my house was flooded with curious people; all of them wanted to know how a boy without legs looked. But I was not bothered; I was happy to see so many of them coming to see me, especially my friends!
All my friends saw to it that I was part of all the games they played; they carried me everywhere.
God's hand

I believe in God. I believe in destiny. I feel he plans everything for you. If not for the accident, we would not have moved from the village to Tanuku, a town. There I joined a missionary school, and my father built a house next to the school. Till the tenth standard, I studied in that school.

If I had continued in Teeparu, I may not have studied after the 10th. I may have started working as a farmer or someone like that after my studies. I am sure God had other plans for me.
My sister, my friend

When the school was about to reopen, my parents moved from Teeparu to Tanuku, a town, and admitted both of us in a Missionary school. They decided to put my sister also in the same class though she is two years older. They thought she could take care of me if both of us were in the same class. My sister never complained.

She would be there for everything. Many of my friends used to tell me, you are so lucky to have such a loving sister. There are many who do not care for their siblings.
She carried me in the school for a few years and after a while, my friends took over the task. When I got the tricycle, my sister used to push me around in the school.
My life, I would say, was normal, as everyone treated me like a normal kid. I never wallowed in self-pity. I was a happy boy and competed with others to be on top and the others also looked at me as a competitor.
Inspiration

I was inspired by two people when in school; my Maths teacher Pramod Lal who encouraged me to participate in various local talent tests, and a brilliant boy called Chowdhary, who was my senior.

When I came to know that he had joined Gowtham Junior College to prepare for IIT-JEE, it became my dream too. I was school first in 10th scoring 542/600.
Because I topped in the state exams, Gowtham Junior College waived the fee for me. Pramod Sir's recommendation also helped. The fee was around Rs 50,000 per year, which my parents could never afford.
Moving to a residential school

Living in a residential school was a big change for me because till then my life centred around home and school and I had my parents and sister to take care of all my needs. It was the first time that I was interacting with society. It took one year for me to adjust to the new life.

There, my inspiration was a boy called K K S Bhaskar who was in the top 10 in IIT-JEE exams. He used to come to our school to encourage us. Though my parents didn't know anything about Gowtham Junior School or IIT, they always saw to it that I was encouraged in whatever I wanted to do. If the results were good, they would praise me to the skies and if bad, they would try to see something good in that. They did not want me to feel bad.
They are such wonderful supportive parents.
Life at IIT- Madras

Though my overall rank in the IIT-JEE was not that great (992), I was 4th in the physically handicapped category. So, I joined IIT, Madras to study Computer Science.

Here, my role model was Karthik who was also my senior in school. I looked up to him during my years at IIT- Madras.
He had asked for attached bathrooms for those with special needs before I came here itself. So, when I came here, the room had attached bath. He used to help me and guide me a lot when I was here.
I evolved as a person in these four years, both academically and personally. It has been a great experience studying here. The people I was interacting with were so brilliant that I felt privileged to sit along with them in the class. Just by speaking to my lab mates, I gained a lot.


Words are inadequate to express my gratitude to Prof Pandurangan and all my lab mates; all were simply great. I was sent to Boston along with four others for our internship by Prof Pandurangan. It was a great experience.
Joining Google R&D

I did not want to pursue PhD as I wanted my parents to take rest now.

Morgan Stanley selected me first but I preferred Google because I wanted to work in pure computer science, algorithms and game theory.
I am lucky

Do you know why I say I am lucky?

I get help from total strangers without me asking for it. Once after my second year at IIT, I with some of my friends was travelling in a train for a conference. We met a kind gentleman called Sundar in the train, and he has been taking care of my hostel fees from then on.
I have to mention about Jaipur foot. I had Jaipur foot when I was in 3rd standard. After two years, I stopped using them. As I had almost no stems on my legs, it was very tough to tie them to the body. I found walking with Jaipur foot very, very slow. Sitting also was a problem. I found my tricycle faster because I am one guy who wants to do things faster.
One great thing about the hospital is, they don't think their role ends by just fixing the Jaipur foot; they arrange for livelihood for all. They asked me what help I needed from them. I told them at that time, if I got into an IIT, I needed financial help from them. So, from the day I joined IIT, Madras, my fees were taken care of by them. So, my education at the IIT was never a burden on my parents and they could take care of my sister's Nursing studies.
Surprise awaited me at IIT

After my first year, when I went home, two things happened here at the Institute without my knowledge.

I got a letter from my department that they had arranged a lift and ramps at the department for me. It also said that if I came a bit early and checked whether it met with my requirements, it would be good.
Second surprise was, the Dean, Prof Idichandy and the Students General Secretary, Prasad had located a place that sold powered wheel chairs. The cost was Rs 55,000. What they did was, they did not buy the wheel chair; they gave me the money so that the wheel chair belonged to me and not the institute.
My life changed after that. I felt free and independent.
That's why I say I am lucky. God has planned things for me and takes care of me at every step.
The world is full of good people

I also feel if you are motivated and show some initiative, people around you will always help you. I also feel there are more good people in society than bad ones. I want all those who read this to feel that if Naresh can achieve something in life, you can too.

PS I am thankful to Jyothi for her contribution. Its acctually her post under my name

why 108?

We chant a lot of mantras 108 times. What is the significance of this number?

There are nine planets ( traditionally) and these nine planets move around 12 constellations. Hence each count for each planetary movement.Thus each time the mantra is chanted the bad effects( if any ) of that planetary movement is nullified and good effects are multiplied.

The logic is 12 into 9 = 108!!!

Please don't ask me why 1008? I don't know.

Monday, July 28, 2008

Respect the Terrorists

I am in no way supporting what the terrorists do. They are absolutely wrong in what they are up to.

I have lot of respect for the terrorists. Before you conclude anything let me make myself clear. There are many things to learn for us from them.The planning which goes in when they decide to attack a particular place, the execution is perfect. No body says ''sorry I cant plant an explosive I have some commitments, I am unwell, etc.

If we can bring the same level of commitment and dedication we can make wonders. Also they show us the right path at the cost of their lives.How do they show us the right path?Everybody knows they are on the wrong path. Hence we know we are not on the wrong path, ie we are on the right path. They exist and hence we are differentiated as peaceful people. Without terrorists people will not understand the importance of people like us who like peace in the same way that rich people exist because there are people who are poor.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Happiness

Happiness doesn't depend upon the situation but on the state of mind of the individual. Even in happy times we will be sad or stressed, in difficult times also we can be happy. Let me give an example-

People often throw a party. The host is never happy because he has to think how many people are coming, are the arrangements proper, have I invited all the important people,etc. In other words the atmosphere is of happiness but the host is unhappy.

Similarly think of the floods situation, the NGO people who provide aid are very happy to be in the flooded areas so that they can reach the people and provide help to them. Even in those difficult situations the volunteers are happy who help the victims.

Even in difficult situations, if you are serving others you are happy. Be happy serve others.
Service to mankind is Service to God

Friday, July 25, 2008

Sacrifice

I was thinking for few days Does sacrifice actually happen? As far as I am concerned sacrifice rarely exist. Being a Chess player, it was always a big deal if a player sacrificed one of his pieces. However, all the players sacrificed their piece to gain an advantage and eventually win. I have not come across a single sacrifice in a chess game with an intention to lose ( of course you do lose if the sacrifice goes hay wire).

According to me sacrifice is only from people's point of view. The person who actually is sacrificing does it because he is indifferent about that particular thing which he sacrifices. For Example the people who leave all the materialistic things and do philanthropic work. It is a sacrifice for all others but may not be for the person who actually did it. May be that person was never interested in materialistic things and wanted to involve himself in philanthropy. How can this be a sacrifice for him?

Sacrifice can only happen of the things which are near to you and you love them to the core. I cannot say I sacrificed playing Golf for my career because I was never passionate about golf. I think sacrifice is a very loosely used word. Its a kind of short term pain for long term gain. For me giving up something for your own benefit is not sacrifice. However when the same thing is given up for society's, people's benefit, its sacrifice in true sense.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Passion

People have passion of any thing and every thing. I have seen people crazy for cars,songs (a particular genre). I always felt I lack the passion like what many people have for a particular thing that they get engrossed and forget the world around them. It was only off late I realized that to increase the horizon of knowledge one needs to be dispassionate. Passion doesn't take us anywhere instead makes us stuck into a particular thing. We lose on so many things around us because of passion.

Whenever there is abundance there is dispassion
Whenever there is dispassion everything comes in abundance.

So be happy next time when you think you lack the passion which xyz person has.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Kishore Kumar da - My Favourite singer

Kishore da is one of the greatest bollywood singer our country has ever seen. He was a singer,actor,music director,lyricist,director,producer,etc.......... He had a great strong voice beautiful voice modulations which suited any actor he sang as a playback singer.He was not a trained singer but followed K L Saigal and modeled his style of singing similar to Saigal saab. He is one of the members of sixty most influential Indians. Who can ever forget the yodeling in songs like zindagi ek safar hain suhana, main hoon jhum jhum jhum jhum jhumroo. Kishore da used to call it as a gala tod kaam (breaking your voice).

Some facts about his songs
1 Mere naina saawan bhaado (R D Burman , Movie : Mehbooba)
Burman da asked kishore da to sing this semi classical song. Kishore da refused to sing asking RD to record the song from the legendery Lata ji.Lata mangeshkar obliged. After recording the song, R D Burman told kishore da ye shivranjani raag hain (this song is based on a raag named shivranjani).Kishore da replied raag ki aisi ki taisi(do hell with the raag) "Give me a cassette I will by heart the song". He practised the song for a week and everyone knows how big a hit the song is.

2 O majhi re (R D Burman, Movie : Kushboo)
The feel of the song is unmatched. When this song was being recorded, R D burman was crying and beating his hand on the wall with the disbelief how can kishore da sing with so much emotions

3 Humein tumse pyar kitna (R D Burman, Movie : Kudrat)
This song was first recorded in kishore kumar's voice. R D requested Lata ji to record the female version of the song. On hearing the song she said there cant be a better rendition of the song than the one sung by kishore da, only thing that can be done is this song can be made different.Hence the female version sung by Parveen Sultana is a classical based.

4 Aake seedhi lagi (Salil Chaudhary Movie : Half Ticket)
When kishore da arrived for the recording of this song, Salil da said Lata ji is not coming so we have to cancel the recording. Kishore da said doesnt matter i will sing the female parts of the song also. Salil da thought kishore da was kidding but kishore da meant business. When Salil da heard him sing the female part, he immediately recorded the song

KISHORE ... FONDLY REMEMBERED

NAUSHAD ALI
There was always a special place in my heart for Kishore, for whenever we met, he used to tell me, "I have but one corn. plaint against you, I have sung only once under your baton, so please do compose a song for me. Today he is no longer with us: I feel sad that I was unable to fulfill his desire.

KHAYYAM
Indian playback singing has been deprived of a powerful voice.

LAXMIKANT
Indian playback singing has lost one of its foremost entertainers.

ASHA BHONSLE
The film industry has lost its heart and soul. In fact, it was only a day before his untimely death that we had worked to, get her for a song. It was a seven hour session that I shall never be able to forget

RAVINDRA JAIN
A giant has passed away, and the last song he recorded was also ominous, 'Yeh jeevan hai sukh dukh - ka sangam, dukh ziyada, aur sukh kam'.

HEMANT KUMAR
We shall all miss him very much

ANU MALIK
I can't think of words to describe this grievous loss to the world of music. I am deeply shocked and hurt. Under my baton, Kishore-da and Manmohan Desaiji had come together once again, Kishore-da had sung for Manmohanji for his films 'Toofan'. and' Ganga Jamuna Saraswati'_ Though we will miss him, memories for him will linger forever through his voice and films.

KALYANJI-ANANDJI
The shock is too sudden and too deep to even react to it. We are numbed by Kishore's death.

KAVITA KRISHNAMURTY SUBRAMANIAN
It's difficult to believe that Life is now dead.

USHA KHANNA
I am not speaking for myself alone, the entire music community and the film world will miss Kishore Kumar.

MOHAMMED AZIZ
Though I have modelled my voice on Mohammed Rafi sahab, I have always had a deep rooted admiration for Kishore Sahab. He was like a father figure to all of us newcomers, and lent a helping hand to all of us.


PS It will be too big a post if I continue writing about my favorite kishore da- Guru

Law of Averages

Before I begin just in case you are wondering what is law of averages - According to this simple law a streak of good things is soon to get converted into a bad encounter and vice versa.

I was just thinking today how much the law of averages apply in real life. I know this simple law for some long time now. Every time I think of the Australian Cricket Team losing a cricket match observing that it has won for quite a long time, it never loses (I know off late India has beaten them is ODI series finals)

There are instances where I have thought of Federer losing a Tennis match due to the application of this law, he has in fact lost.However the law of averages do prove their existence once in a blue moon.

To be frank I have experienced the law of averages quite a few times in my short span of life.The fact remains I believe in the law.I think the law applies to me because I believe in it and it doesn't happen to Australian Cricket Team,Federer,etc may be because they don't believe in the law

The belief is what makes the thing happen.